hey soul sister [28 Dec 2009|12:18am] lickthestarz Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains I knew I wouldn't forget you and so I went and let You blow my mind Your sweet moon beams The smell of you in every single dream I dream I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided Whos one of my kind Just in time I´m so glad you have a one track mind like me You gave my love direction A game show love connection we can't deny I´m so obsessed my heart is bound to beat right Out my untrimmed chest I believe in you like a virgin your Madonna And I'm always gonna want to blow your mind Well you can cut a rug Watching yous the only drug I need Some gangster I'm so thug You're the only one I'm dreaming of you see I can be myself now finally In fact there's nothing I can't be I want the world to see you'll be with me post comment

[27 Dec 2009|12:18pm] canned_rose i should definitely not come on here when drunk. or message people i've no wish to talk to again, when drunk. perhaps i just shouldn't drink! lol off open air ice skating now.. post comment

[27 Dec 2009|04:40am] canned_rose forget all that. im just gonna get accused of being some kind of manipulative, duplicitous (sp) cow. so whatever. i'll write a more meaningful update when its not 4:30am 1 comment|post comment

[27 Dec 2009|04:27am] canned_rose so... i've not used this in so so long, about 2-3 years, if not more... i came across livejournal whilst clearing out an old laptop and discovered it amongst my web page history... its so strange to think how much has changed in the last few years, even since school finished... i've lost my dad, fought for my life in hospital, been in relationships that have left me on top of the world, been in relationships that have left me hospitalised, made friends that will hopefully last me a lifetime and realised that friends i had in school weren't my friends after all, i've travelled the world, i've gained educational qualifications beyond my wildest dreams, i've loved life and i've hated life... much has changed in the last decade, as we amble towards 2010, but nothing makes you appreciate those people you have as much as losing someone you love so much it hurts. death has no second chances. it puts everything into perspective. i've no doubt that writing on here whilst very drunk isn't a good idea, but as nobody i know in *real* life ever uses this, its fine. tonight whilst out and about i saw lots of people i used to class as good friends at school, i didnt say hi as i realised they had no wish to speak to me, but then at the taxi rank afterwards one of their brothers got into a bit of trouble and every part of me wanted to run and help them. if not to help the brother then to help her. atleast try. be there. show support. even if i couldnt. how stupid am i? in one moment of adversity i forget 7 years of being banished. oh well. i'll maybe write a more pointful entry when im sober sometime. or most probably i wont. most probably it'll be another 2-3 years before i update here again. 2010 in a few days, lets see what the rest of this century has to deliver.. post comment

[22 Dec 2009|01:53am] lickthestarz my brian feel convenice that i will never see you again and i am convience i never knew you and that if i ever did know you it was a long time ago. like when you think of memories from when you where a kid and you remember these memories but they seem so far away that maybe they arent even yours. post comment

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